in vino veritas
Soon to be ex-wife shows up unexpectedly night before last. Didn't know it was her, or that she was even coming, when I answered the door. Now, I haven't slept ore than three hours a night for weeks. Not much more than that for a couple months more. Been dealing with this divorce, thought I was going to lose my father, (still sketchy, but better), job is tanking. Got a couple other issues going on that I don't want to mention. I had had a couple snorts. Or three. I start to not let her in, but then I did. Wasn't going real great anyway, when she says "You think I like this?" The flood gates came wide open. I said to her all the things that I swore I would never say to her, even though they are true. I let it fly. Not cursing, not screaming, I just let it all out.
I thought I was better than that. I've been pretty cool abut this whole thing, after the initial shock. Saying these truths served no good purpose, and I'm ashamed that I was not better able to control myself.
She left stomping, and I doubt that she will ever speak to me again, which is actually the way I prefer it. I am mad at myself, though, for being weak enough to do that which I swore I never would.
I guess any pot boils over if the fire is on long enough.
Dan (just venting)
I thought I was better than that. I've been pretty cool abut this whole thing, after the initial shock. Saying these truths served no good purpose, and I'm ashamed that I was not better able to control myself.
She left stomping, and I doubt that she will ever speak to me again, which is actually the way I prefer it. I am mad at myself, though, for being weak enough to do that which I swore I never would.
I guess any pot boils over if the fire is on long enough.
Dan (just venting)
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....and that's the bich of it all. Had a little (a lot)too much to drink last night, and opened my mouth, and a whole lot of things that I had been stifling for months came out. Now, there wasn't an untrue word spoken, but they should have been left to simmer in my gut, instead of exposing them to the whole universe, as I know it.
Been kinda hiding out all morning, I expect I best go home and face the music.
I think some prayers might be in order![}:)]0 -
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yeah, I like wine too[:o)] 0 -
In wine [there is] truth. 0 -
You cant handle the truth. [:D] 0 -
You have watched "TOMBSTONE" too many times. 0 -
'UVA UVAM VIVENDO VARIA FIT'
"We don't rent pigs"0 -
"Why, Johnny, I forot you were there. You may go, now." 0
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