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  • Permanently deleted user
    I guess your email is still down as the email I sent you came back as undeliverable...
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  • Permanently deleted user
    I tried emailing you but it came back as undeliverable, so I will ask again the question I asked on the thread about the shotgun...YOu mentioned you had an O/U in need of repair...By chance is it an Ithaca?...
    Our shotgun went out yesterday after talking to the gunsmith via the phone a few times...very very nice guy, very reasonable as well....Let me know what the O/U is okay...

    BTT ...
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  • Permanently deleted user
    You have email from me.

    Doug
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  • Permanently deleted user
    Dear rosie I am always putting things to either one end of the scale or the other, on here[GB] cause I either dont get close to people or let the evil side of me out, to see who are my real friends

    On gb so far most are friendly but I also have a cool addition that my brain damage makes it hard for me to remember who was mean to me last...

    I am amazed at some of the ugly things some members say to each other! On the whole most are good ole boys that like guns blarin' and good women, home cookin and cars, tools and skirts on girls, red white and blue flags, reedom and trycicle-moters. [some really did pay attention in government class too I have been impressed on several occasions.]

    I try to ask Tools weather or not I am right or just blowing smoke. I almost never stir but will fly in your face if I think there is warrent. I look at lots of stuff on gb but if I tryed to put something on here every time I wanted too I would not ever get any thing done! boy would tools be mad then.... What ...No.... Supper?????

    about the child subject ..If you have not been there you can only touch the top of the feelings. When I was in college [Yesss they let bad spellers in Perdue]I had to write a paper on criminal behavior and wrote about my rape to show a different side of the criminal mind. I was worried as I had never felt brave enough to put it on paper before.

    I went to a math teacher in the libarary, that I had tutored with cause I liked her and she seemed honest.
    I asked her to read the paper to see if I had crossed t's and dotted i's. She began to read and had a horrified look on her face she sat down and I thought my goose was cooked [I was gonna have to rewrite the whole thing] I held out my hand to take it back and she pulled me on to the seat next to her and tears were running down her face?
    I said whats wrong , is it that bad ? do I need to start all over?
    No no...honey did this happen to you? she grabbed me and held me close and said she was so so sorry!

    I was floored! Sorry sorry for what?

    Right after tools and I were married I made pork chops for supper and when the kids left the table I went around and gathered the plates to wash and went in the kitchen. I began to "clean the plates" he said What are you doing?
    I said I was eating the best part, the bones! He said I didnt need to knaw on the bones. He took me to the table and forced me to look at the still full platter and pick a chop and eat it[after he cut away the bone] Why do you eatonly the bones?
    I had only been given the bones and was told I was lucky to get the best part, when I was a child.

    It never occoured to me to NOT give my child food or that anyone would ever feel any of the hurt I have felt .
    to this day the math teacher was the only person I have seen cry for me tools is the only person who has made me see I am entitled to food and showers and covers on the bed.Families dont make only one child sleep on the floor in the basement and the others get to have beds,sheets and blankets.
    wow was that a thought, I deserve food like other people eat!

    For the most part people [men]go around fixing things! I have found that I either have to tell tools that a problem arose and I fixed it already Or tell him up front I dont need advice, I just want him to nod his head like he is listening.
    for a man to read my story is too frustraiting and they feel overwhelemed with "feelings" they cant prosses or dont want to, cause how can they "fix" it now?
    this is why men like things at a distance, frankly men have had to kill animals and other people for years just to survive and as a woman I could do this to feed my family or to keep us alive.
    as a woman I would be happy to hold a child close or to listen to another person tell me their sadness.
    Men are not so good at this, a child in need is usually easy but a grown woman....and there is also the bad guy alive and well in the state of Mo.
    so you say why dont they rise up and stamp out these people ...cause you get sent to jail for stuff like this!

    and then can have [same]sex with males or leave injured people hanging in your windshield and get no punnishment or a slap on the hand if you say well I have a gambelng problem or I was so drunk ,,,,,,

    the only one who can really love you "the good and the bad" is God and he can show you how to love yourself even if it is in tiny little bits.
    people are like animals some times and pick on any percived weakness, just stand up and tell them to go suck on a fish!

    Master mess sargent RRG
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    Oh my God! is the beginning of a prayer, not a one liner!
    We come into this life with nothing, everything after this is our treasure
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