2019 Plans
I guess i will do some pondering today on what i want to accomplish this year.
I try and make myself a better person each year. Sometimes i make it and sometimes i fail but i always try.
I do know i need to be a better husband and son.
I need to learn to cook some so my wife does not come home and have more to do since i do not work.
I do all the yard work and housework i just can not cook.
I have always lived with a girl that cooked.
I need to take better care of my Moms house and yard now that Dads gone but its 90 minuets one way to cut the grass.[:(]
Plus its 5 or 6 acres and that takes a long time to cut. Plus i need to see my Mom more she lives with my sister 2 hours from my Moms and 75 minuets from my house.
She has lung cancer and will not be here forever.
Every year i try and come up with ways to make me a better person.
Believe it or not i learned more from having cancer than just about any life experience i went through. Going through cancer i learned just how much my wife loves me and what she will do to keep me here. I learned how much it hurt her to see me sick.
I woke up more than 1 time in the middle of the night to find her crying in the living room by herself.[:(] That hurt me knowing i caused the pain.[|)]
I found out just how much abuse and pain the body can go through and survive. Trust me its a lot.
I try and make myself a better person each year. Sometimes i make it and sometimes i fail but i always try.
I do know i need to be a better husband and son.
I need to learn to cook some so my wife does not come home and have more to do since i do not work.
I do all the yard work and housework i just can not cook.
I have always lived with a girl that cooked.
I need to take better care of my Moms house and yard now that Dads gone but its 90 minuets one way to cut the grass.[:(]
Plus its 5 or 6 acres and that takes a long time to cut. Plus i need to see my Mom more she lives with my sister 2 hours from my Moms and 75 minuets from my house.
She has lung cancer and will not be here forever.
Every year i try and come up with ways to make me a better person.
Believe it or not i learned more from having cancer than just about any life experience i went through. Going through cancer i learned just how much my wife loves me and what she will do to keep me here. I learned how much it hurt her to see me sick.
I woke up more than 1 time in the middle of the night to find her crying in the living room by herself.[:(] That hurt me knowing i caused the pain.[|)]
I found out just how much abuse and pain the body can go through and survive. Trust me its a lot.
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It's tough visiting my folks these days. Old age is cruel and both of them would just assume go to sleep and not wake up. Assisted living really sucks, it is such an invasion of privacy and liberty after having lived a long fruitful life. It has changed my view of growing old, might just have to choose a different exit before things get to that point. Anyways I need to make more of an effort to see them, they are three hours away. They only tolerate short visits, a couple hours at a time. Fortunately I have a sister near by where I can stay and hang out when the old people need a break.
I've lost 30 lbs in the past four months, I am going to continue that venture with 25 lbs more being my goal and a 38-40 waist. I need to start lifting again...
Put more money away....
I think those three will be my main focus...thanks for bringing up this topic, I hadn't given it any thought until i read your post.0
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